Pum Pum

Pum-Pum
Late mi corazon.
Pum-Pum
El sonido de la vida.
Pum...
Ya no late mas.
Ya no vivo.
Ya te has ido,
y te has llevado
mi corazon contigo.

Solo tú

Ruidos.
Muchos ruidos.
Silencio inoportuno.
Miedo.
Todo a mi alrededor
parece moverse.
O no.
Se quiebra un vidrio.
Puertas se cierran.
Mas miedo.
El aire se acaba.
Ya no respiro.
Caigo al suelo
y tendida,
grito tu nombre.
Eras tú.
Solo tú.

Estoy viva

Sangre corre por mis venas.
Será eso? Será sangre?
He llorado demasiado.
Puede que hasta mi sangre
me haya llorado.
Como puedo saberlo?
Si estoy viva,
si sigo en pie,
sangre tengo.
Pero...
acaso vivir es solo eso?
Mantenerse en pie?
Para mi vivir es amar.
Para mi vivir es tenerte.
No recibo tu amor,
no te tengo,
no vivo.

Tu torpe corazón

Hace dias que no lloro.
Ya no tengo que llorar.
Las lagrimas se me han secado;
solo me queda la sangre
y nada mas.
He dejado de pensarte.
Para que imaginarme
junto a ti
si se que no será verdad.
Y es que muchos momentos
podriamos haber compartido
si me hubieras abierto
tu torpe corazon
que no permitió entrar
a mi amor.
Ya no quiero explicaciones
ya no quiero tu amor
solo quiero olvidarte,
olvidarme de todo,
no pensarte,
no imaginarte,
no sentirte,
y no vivir.

No soporto

No soporto reir.
No soporto llorar.
No soporto sufrir.
No soporto amar.
No soporto la vida;
No merece ser vivida.
No soporto los recuerdos,
las alegrias, las tristezas.
No soporto las peleas.
No soporto la amistad.
No soporto vivir.
No soporto pensar.
Deseo no existir
y no tener que ver,
las cosas que me hacen dudar.
No soporto dudar.
Quisiera estar muerta,
fria y obsoleta,
bajo la tierra,
en este mundo,
que no acepta la paz.

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Should I ... ?

Should I be sad?
I'm not sad.
Should I cry?
I don't cry.
Should I tell you how I feel?
I won't tell you that.
You already know that.
You don't need me to tell you that.
You don't need me to tell you anything.
You don't need me.

I miss you so bad

Why my heart is crying?
Crying? He's bleeding.
I'm drying myself.
I'm running out of blood
just because I'm bleeding too much.
I'm bleeding so bad.
I miss you so bad.
I miss you too much.

Deeply in love

I discovered that
I'm deeply in love
with you.
I tried to forget you,
but it's impossible.
Can you give me an answer?
I hope you can,
cuz I can't keep living with all this.
I miss you so bad
and not even the cutest guy
would make me
forget you.
So... or I am with you
or I love with you in my dreams,
cuz forget you
is not an option anymore.

If ...

If I start bleeding in front of you
Would you notice me?
Would you help me?
Or just call somebody else to do it?
If I tell you I love you
Would you feel sorrow?
Would you feel happy?
Or just ignore me?
If I die tonight
Would you cry for me?
Would you even think about me?
Or just let it pass like something more
something unimportant
something you don't have to care about?

I can't be just your friend

After cry and cry
trying to find
The thing that would stop
me crying
me feeling this way
I found
that the thing
that makes me cry
and at the same time
would make me stop
was you, babe.
You made me feel
sad and happy
the both feeling
at the same time.
Happy cuz I met you.
Sad cuz I couldn't have you.
Sad cuz you were from someone else.
Happy cuz you were my friend.
Sad cuz you were only that.
I cried and cried, and cried,
and couldn't stop crying
until being with you.
But I realised I couldn't have you
so I must find other way
to stop this pain
or I would be like this
for the rest of my life.
So I thought.
If you couldn't be mine,
If I couldn't have you,
why should I conform
just with your friendship?
Or I've got you all,
or I non got you
but not just like a friend
cuz that's worse,
much worse.
I'm sorry if you really want me to be your friend
but I can't be just that
so I prefer not to be anything
and stop with this crying
cuz I'm dry
and I can't cry anymore.