I can't be just your friend

After cry and cry
trying to find
The thing that would stop
me crying
me feeling this way
I found
that the thing
that makes me cry
and at the same time
would make me stop
was you, babe.
You made me feel
sad and happy
the both feeling
at the same time.
Happy cuz I met you.
Sad cuz I couldn't have you.
Sad cuz you were from someone else.
Happy cuz you were my friend.
Sad cuz you were only that.
I cried and cried, and cried,
and couldn't stop crying
until being with you.
But I realised I couldn't have you
so I must find other way
to stop this pain
or I would be like this
for the rest of my life.
So I thought.
If you couldn't be mine,
If I couldn't have you,
why should I conform
just with your friendship?
Or I've got you all,
or I non got you
but not just like a friend
cuz that's worse,
much worse.
I'm sorry if you really want me to be your friend
but I can't be just that
so I prefer not to be anything
and stop with this crying
cuz I'm dry
and I can't cry anymore.