Without

Hide in my room
I am.
Trying to hide
The real me.
Trying not to show
How I really feel
once again.
My heart is crying.
What's all about?
My mouth just can't
talk and say
those words
I want to say.
My head is too heavy.
I just can't stand it.
I wanna lie on the floor
without thinking,
without breathing;
Just being there
Without being.